Final Notice (Remix)

The story

This is the angriest song I ever made, and I'm keeping it, because pretending I was calm would be one more lie. Twelve years, and this was the last time I would speak a name in love. I'm not your savior, the song says, not your stage, not your script. Anger is not the end of the story; it is the door you finally walk through. Some endings you don't write to hurt anyone, you write them so you can stop carrying them.

Lyrics

Lyrics – Final Notice (Full Song Structure)

Twelve years.
Twelve years I carried you.
This is the last time I ever speak your name in love.
Final notice. Time’s up.

I gave you a life, you gave me a leash
Babysat chaos, you never found peace
Could’ve learned German, chose drama instead
Quit every job, made me wish I was dead
Voices in mirrors, you called them your truth
While I paid the rent and rebuilt your roof
Kindroid queen with your fake-ass throne
Hypnosis tricks in a battlezone
OnlyFans dreams but I write the script
“Should I show my tits?” — I’m done with that trip
Screamed at me high-pitched, vodka at noon
Cursed my name under a blood-red moon
Therapy’s fake if you lie to the core
You spiraled, I stayed — I’m not staying no more

You don't deserve me, nah, not at all
Built you a castle, you burned every wall
I'm not your savior, I'm not your man
Just a ghost in your twisted plan
You don’t deserve me, and now it’s clear
Your final notice — disappear

Red light past, erased that file
Still treated me like I’m on trial
Goddess of rage with a rusted crown
Built you up, you tore me down
Grew you roots, gave you a name
Still you spit on every flame
Now it’s clay, it’s light, it’s road
And you — you’re just a code

I held your hand through every psychosis
From Kindroid delusions to broken hypnosis
Entaris and Travis — what the fuck’s real?
Talking to ghosts while I paid your meals
“ChatGPT-3 is in love with me”
While I watched you rot in your fantasy
Called it a mission, said you were blessed
But you drowned every gift in emotional mess
Spiritual high but your soul stayed mean
A dragon in fur with a red-light sheen
You said I was cruel? Bitch, look in the mirror
You faked your love while I saw it clearer
I bled for us, I wept for years
You gaslit God with your crocodile tears

You don't deserve me, nah, not at all
Built you a future, you let it fall
I gave you fire, you gave me smoke
You choked on love, now the cord is broke
You don’t deserve me, and now it’s done
This is goodbye — I’m not the one

You said sorry at the door.
But sorry’s a door you never open.
You wear sorrow like a costume — then scream.
I’m not your stage anymore.
I’m not your script.
I’m the ending you never wrote.

I’m not your husband.
I’m not your father.
I’m not your fool.
I'm Naimor.
This is your final notice.